It’s been 9 months I’m working on long distance relationship.. Almost 8 months didn’t meet my boyfriend, Dafer:’) And now I want write something here, on my tumblr… It’s feel like heart attack, because I never have feeling like this.. Yesterday, I try to didn’t give him news. His BB not active because bad signal on Iraq.. So he send me msg on facebook.. I didn’t reply his msg.. He send msg on ym.. I didn’t reply too.. He call me.. I don’t want answer.. I want to know what he did when I do like that.. And today……. He call me… With his voice who worry so much.. “Hai baby, how r u? Where r u yesterday? Didn’t give me news? I miss u sooo much” God….. It’s real? He not angry!!! I can’t speak… Thinking…. What I do when he late give me news??? I’m angry… I don’t want talk with him when he do something make me worry… Thinking…. It’s been 9 months.. And he never angry… I never hear his voice when he angry… God…. How poor me? :( Am I selfish? I just realized how he means so much to me… :’) One day can change everything….. Now I know, for what follow ur ego and emotion? That’s can’t make a problem finish.. …… It’s maybe not important for u all who read this.. But it’s means too much for myself… God… I love you… You send me someone who perfecttttt for me even though he far away.. And I’m proud with my baby love Dafer and of course myself.. We in long distance relationship.. Indonesia-Iraq, 4.917.07 miles.. And we still working.. Wish this just test for us.. For next better relationship.. He’s my future.. My hubby.. My everything.. I meet him.. And my life is changed.. :’) I love you… Dafer Nawar Dafer… ♥♥♥